sigh

My heart's breaking into a thousand pieces,
shattered over the cold, marble floor.
Don't lose the scattered lies, they might be repairable,
just like before.
Can't you see your future will be lit if
changes are apparent in this life we do live?

I can see your mask,
to disguise the pain and to think that you
can throw all of this away.
Can you recall the night we kissed and let our troubles
pass into the abyss?
Can you recall us with smiles spread,
upon our faces like we always said.

My hands are yearning for your touch,
the warmth that radiates onto me.
I miss the way your lips hug mine,
leaving me to believe that things are just fine.
Your whispers in my ear,
they're ringing all the time.
I hear your soft voice trickle my spine.

We can go back even if it may take some work,
we can live a life that we can call our own,
we can let prosper this love that has grown.

I love you darling,
can't you see?
the only one for you, is me.
your eyes are blind,
but your heart can see.
that this was a mistake,
and it's all because of me

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Let's hold hands while the music intertwines our hearts under the moonlight.
lets shout until our voices strain from the pain we release.
let's run through a field, leaving our past behind.
lets pretend that this life is possible, that our choices and our feelings are real.

Let's escape from our imaginations and thoughts.
we can discover what this is like, what it's meant to be.
lets live like we have forever to kill.
let our lips touch, slightly, just to know what it's like.

Your scent lingers on my clothes, slightly.
I can pretend for tonight that thing's will be all right.
Let's share secrets and forget who we are and where we come from.

Let it that hold us back dissapear and be forgotten.
just tonight,
under this moonlight.

6/24/10

Tell me these streets are better driven on alone.
Tell me my hair isn't scented with the smok that lingers.
Tell me that love is a sacred emotion and that it's possible.
Drown me in these lies that are entangled in my mind.

The music is contradicting my thoughts,
leaving open wounds to swell under the moonlit sky.
I watch as my eyes wander from the sky, the
dark unknown wonder to the truth tearing from your eyes.

Watch me drift away,
leaving these unknown thoughts to fade to an unknown memory.
Was this ever real or a fabrication of our,
lives? wonders? hopes and dreams?

I'll dream tonight.
I'll let my eyes shut and let them awake to light.
I wish things could be more upfront and not misleading.
What's a lie if the truth not be told?

6/4/10

A place i'm unknown with, a place neither touched or grazed upon these fearsome eyes.

You showed your unkindness, the sin in your lives.

But baby, this is different, the evaporated lies

no longer share a scent drifting through the warm, fresh,
air.



Your arms are my security,

a promise of joy, a feeling of love,

a promise of commitment.


Although distance may part us well, soon enough,

this love will grow and prosper among.

Love never dies nor will it ever.

This love that we share we will love forever.


Baby I can't describe these emotions you bring,

the love of an angel,

the way it makes it sing.

This bless upon myself,
has brought purity throughout.
leaving love to conquer the hell that surrounds.

Take my hand
and guide me along
this obstacle to be known as
a life of not long.

love,
we will prosper,
we will stay strong.
and yes i will miss,
I will miss you chris.
but love,
this bliss you have brought upon
will forever linger,
in my mind,
in my heart,
in my soul
and forever beyond.