3-22-10

I'd be lying if I said it didn't bother me.
I'd be lying if it absolutley killed me to ignore you.
I can't not talk to you.
You're my daily dose of happiness in a form of lies.

People claim it to be unhealthy; these feeling that have grown into my lifestyle. I can't help it though. I can't change the way I live because of the control you have over me.

I would die for you, I would give my own life in order to see you live.

It kills me that you wont talk to me or that i can't even have a chance to hear your voice. It kills me that I can't even make you miss me because ill ry to ignore you.

i'm invisible to you.
Just, plain, invisible.

Apocalypse

I listen to their groans,
hidden behind boarded windows.
Their want for my flesh is clearly portrayed.
Their mouths equivelant to a passageway of hell
with human remains lingering in their breath.
They took him, whom i loved.
with a poison through the neck.
God damn you bastards,
god damn.
I don't know who you are
if anyone
but we need to save mankind
before humanity is completely abolished.
The gun's loaded.
10 bullets at it's least.
If i shoot at their head,
they no longer will leap.
You must let your motions
exceed all limites.
Run.
My stranger, run to me.
Ill unlock the door
but please hurry.
Ill leave it cracked
for up to seconds of thirty.
If i dont see your face,
after a minute past.
I'm sorry,
my stranger.
You're one of them at last.

This [[poem]]

Slowly drifting.
Baby, strike it.
Strike it, hard.
My eyes enclose visions of the past.
Devouring my sense of logic that swarms into my mind.

Sharpen this dull blade, lets make things right.
Young heart held by such lying hands.
A human in awe with an illusion of pure,
perfection.

A girl holding her strength in as words fill her fears.

Scream

When she deciphered the words,

leading to such targedy.

shes not the one, nor will become.

Whats the imperfections which lead blood to run,

against this cold, harsh, air.

Smiles and frowns reminense.

Drifiting and waiting.

You're the main cause,

the only cause.

The cause,

of this death,

of this life,

of this tragedy,

of this.

starting of a poem? possibly

Cause baby, I saw you
on the corner in the pouring rain.
You were screaming,
"love never does fade away."
and honey, those words near saved my life.
And I love you and nothings going to change my mind.

Jump [[poem]]

Young love.
Sprouting from the broken crevices of hell.
I thought i'd never meet someone new,
as perfect as you.
I stated,
over and
over and
over again.

Jump.
I'll jump also.
We can run
away from this state of chaos.
Let black be your center,
your vision.
No fear must reside.

My love,
you are perfection
and perfection, we'll stay.
It's not long, nor tall.
Blood can guide our way
to the place we will transform,
eternally.

we'll see love
capture our deepest emotions
leaving our lives astray.

Breathe.
We'll jump
and forever
we will stay.